In search of….

i left what i knew, trying to escape myself,

after years of endless searching,

i grew tired of life,

i feared lack of adventure,

since my early teens i dreamed,

endlessly,

of silver screen,

and storybooks,

every time i tried to emulate,

i was doomed to failure,

each time i tried to convince myself,

lies crushed under their own weight,

i need inspiration,

i need passion,

i need dreams,

i need hope,

i believe in ‘happy endings’

i believe that good shall prevail,

i believe in connection at first sight,

i believe in the power of the universe,

i can’t settle for less than i give,

its not that i’m too stubborn,

even when i made wrong decisions,

i knew i was shutting my eyes to what my heart could clearly see,

i changed when i slammed in to my destiny,

now i keep discovering treasures mapped in the present of time,

the more i understand,

the more priceless they become.

my favourite thing

i’ve always told you how i felt when we met,

you with your eyes, your smile, your energy, your aura,

blew me away, completely left me stunned,

there was absolutely no way to tell the difference between dream or reality,

 

i can close my eyes and feel every sensation from that time,

i craved every single second with you,

i hung on every single word, needed you like an addiction,

restless without your voice, physically dependent on your touch, presence and kiss,

 

i’ve never fallen deeper,

i never knew i could fall so deep,

in 3 days i lived a thousand love stories,

the ancient, the classic, the modern

 

i fell for the soul life had taken from and added to,

for every girl you had ever been,

i fell for not only the girl you were,

but for every person you will ever be

this is not a test

Release the wealth within your self, be the person you are in your dreams, the one that is true to your soul, the one your imagination knows you can be,

A hopeless romantic for love and life; with a good heart, inspirational/destructive, sometimes I can analyse life and love apart.

But I’m always trying to be the best I can be, always trying to learn from others, through reflection, new lessons and history,

I have the power to inspire, lead and raise hope. The ability to teach, and change the world, the power to energise through my words and soul,

You can do the same and much, much, more, this is not the self help section of a book store, this is not a test, it’s life, it’s real.

Be the person you would most like to be.